Well its been 9 years......and here we are!

Well first things first lets state the obvious. Its been 9 years since I have made a post to this blog. That is hilarious to me and at the same time, very sad. Hilarious because I had such great plans for this blog and then life just happened. Out of nowhere. very much like an answer to a long awaited prayer. its alos sad that I have been away from this blog for so long because I have been hungry fro someway to express my feelings and share my journey. And all the while what I was looking for was right here at my fingertips and I was completely missing it! Well in 9 years I have gotten married and we are close to adopting a very wonderful and trying little boy! I think God had a plan all along. And the other good news is that I am back in school. a little over half way to a bachelors degree in Religious studies. ITs like a lifelong journey and a lifelong prayer. More on that later. But for now it is good to be back on this blog. I am excited about what the future holds. Lastly I was 46 when I last posted to this blog. Today I am 6 months away from being 56.......lets just let that sink in for a little while. We'll talk soon